February 25, 2011

Sometimes I'm surprised at my own recovery ability, I was completely breakdown at noon but I still managed to fill Student Profile form and went to school to register for the new semester. I've regained my posture but still feeling empty.
I sent him a Mosaic Roll link with sub without thinking much, but he cried after watching it and his thoughts became a mess. Maybe I shouldn't have sent that link to him, especially after our serious conversation. He called me and we talked for a bit but he hang up, he hang up a second time when I called back, after that he refused to answer. I'm worried, I want to wait for him to be back, that is in case he can calm down as fast as I can. But that would still take several hours, and after crying like no tomorrow this afternoon my eyes are so tired I want to sleep right away ~_~;; I guess I'll hang in there as long as I can. I want to be with him right now so that I can at least hug him /sighs.

February 23, 2011

Trying to finish RF3 and having trouble because I'm still not sure on who to marry >_>;; Bachelorettes in this game are funny, interesting and all but wife material -_-;; I mean, apart from Carmen (who I don't want to ruin incest relationship), Shara (who is kind of boring) and Raven (best choice here), the rests are too crazy I don't think I can have peace living with them ;A; So I was thinking about Raven but I don't want my wife to always turn her back against me orz My patience and interest in this game are going to dry soon so I've to hurry up >_<;;

Next in the line is Shin Megami Tensei: Strange Journey, I've already found cheats for this game lol >_> Too ready to dump RF3....


Found this great artist today, because of various reasons I dislike Korea and would normally not fond of Korean artists. But this is one of people I don't care where she is from because I really like her art xD

 

 A random picture from her gallery~

February 21, 2011

His sudden call confused me. It's not like I don't want to think about this situation but it's impossible. The only thing I can do is wait and see how it goes.

My mind is a mess. What should I do?

I'm just hating on everyone everything now.

I wasn't fully recovered after Tet and since last Friday -when I went to Banking Academy to take my exam number- it got worse. It's like I don't have any energy left in me. 

Sakuya shaved her savior

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fuck

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I can't belive it -_-

There was a quest that Sakuya wanted a cheap cloth, she told Sora to go fetch her one but Shino scolded her so she had to go do it herself. Sakuya's bad with monster so she just stood around hopelessly and prayed that an Orc would drop it on the ground. The main character -Sora- wanted to help her but she refused so he had to transform into his monster form and threw one to her, Sakuya caught a glimpse of him and knew that a Golden Wooly helped her.

Then there was another quest (from her or someone else I don't remember) where Sakuya saw Sora in his monster form and.... chased him away -_- Well her excuse was she didn't want him to hurt her customers. I was annoyed but she didn't hit him or anything like that so it's kind of a compromise.

Then the latest quest I did, Sakuya told Sora to go to Privera Forest with her because that was where she met the Golden Wooly. When they went there, Sakuya told Sora about that Wooly and said she wanted to SHAVE him. I was like "....uh...what.....? Ahahaha.... you're not serious aren't you.....?". Then Sakuya continued to talking/mumbling about how much she would earn from selling that Wooly's wool because it's so rare, while Sora debated with himself whether he should let her do it or not. In the end he gave in and ran away to transformed. I still didn't quite believe she would shave him, I mean that Wooly SAVED HER O_o She did say she didn't like monster but surely she wouldn't be such an ass to her savior :| Well what do I know? When Sora came back in his Wooly form, she jumped in to shave him, when he struggled because she shave him too much and accidentally touched her, she became angry and shaved him bald.
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I thought she was cute and was thinking about marrying her. But that quest threw a bucket of cold water all over me. Now I don't even want to talk to her anymore. I hate Wells because he is a fucking stubborn stupid ass but Sakuya is more of an ass than him.

Just
Fuck
You,
Sakuya.

February 17, 2011

I'm playing Rune Factory 3 too much ;A; I'm spending all day all night playing ;A; I really don't have a pause button ;__; After finishing RF3 I think I'll stop playing games for awhile orz Have to learn to control the way I spend time first orz

Anyway RF3 is pretty fun >3< It's sooooooooooooooooo much better than RF1 *O*

Well that is it, gotta go to bed orz

February 14, 2011

Drawing manga is hard orz I'm making "names" for my gender bender version of Rune Factory 3, I'm using really simple drawing and panels to make it fast and easy. But I still had to call it a day after 2 and 1/2 pages orz I wonder if I should use A5 papers instead of A4? But then it'd be hard to write because the pages are too small D: Guess I've to hang in there orz

I want to start playing Rune Factory 3 so I'm blasting through Rune Factory 1 with max HP/RP and no status cheat. Damn Marvelous for making me play through summer and autumn to get in Misty Bloom cave -_- Then they make me plan and take care of stupid crops in Kasimir Ruins and Danann Cave to process -_- I hope I'll finish Rune Factory 1 tomorrow.

2011 Spring season watchlist - ver1

 Psgels published a post about the upcoming spring season so I thought might as well make my own list on the matter. This will change as I checking them out and reading other people's opinions on the other shows.

-[C] The Money of Soul and Possibility Control: Seems really intriguing to me.
-Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Boku-tachi wa Mada Shiranai: I think this one will be good if it gives time to develop every character instead of focusing on the main couples.
-Ao no Exorcist: I don't really like this one -_- But it's one of the few series that seems to have a balance between male and female characters so I'll give it a try.
-Deadman Wonderland: I first heard about this manga a few years ago, the manga is still ongoing so I'll watch this.
-Denpa Onna to Seishun Otoko: Sound like it may become a good and weird series. But there is a higher chance this will just be another stupid/boring "crazy girl and normal boy get together".
-Dog Days: Because Ishimaru is a hardcore Nanoha fan, might as well checking the first episode out. Don't think I'll follow it though.
-Dororon Enma-Kun Meeramera: I watched a few episodes of an alternative series of this so I'll check it out. Not sure if I'll like this though, the art doesn't suit my taste AT ALL.
-Hana-Saku Iroha: I will give it a chance.
-Honto ni Atta! Reibai-Sensei: This could be a good comedy but if the main girl is too stupid and clueless at her own life I'll be really annoyed and drop it.
-Moshidora: A girl learns and tries new things with a "Management" book. Sounds pretty interesting.
-Showa Monogatari: At first I didn't want to watch this because I thought the series take place right after the war. But now I know I was wrong so I'll definitely watch it.
-Tiger & Bunny: Seems like the summary isn't out yet but the character design looks pretty good.
-Toriko: I don't like the character design but maybe it'll be interesting?

February 11, 2011

Spent too much time with tvtrope today orz But I got 2 priceless link lol
- Tsukasa and Yusuke fooled around 1
- Tsukasa and Yusuke fooled around 2
Tsukasa and Yusuke's actors in Kamen Rider Decade took some pictures of them played around and they are incredibly funny xD



Watched Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica episode 6 today and wow, Kyubey is such a dick -_- Sayaka kept giving herself more death flag, I mean seriously girl, do you realize what situation you are in? Stop acting all big, being so stubborn and stupid when you are the weakest in the group :\
Many people seem to hate Kyoko (less now after the big revelation) but I think she is pretty entertaining. I didn't like her when she appeared at the end of episode 4, but by episode 5 I've already find her fun to watch. My least liked character is Homura, I find the way the creator treats her annoying.

Butsudankamen's sleep time

Taken at 10.25 am Hanoi time.
Now (tweeted right after I took the screen shot) - 2 hours ago - 3 hours ago - 4 hours ago - 6 hours ago - 7 hours ago - 8 hours ago - 9 hours ago
When does this guy sleep????

February 10, 2011

 a screenshot from ShounenT's music video - I bet he knows how good looking he is lol

Mii-chan has a really deep and kind of sexy voice, certainly not what I expected from his name lol Talking about a misleading name. I watched/listened to Matsu Kusarine, Shounen T, Butsudankamen and Mii-chan's Namahousou today.

I joined Mii-chan's Nama after a few minutes and didn't understand much but his voice and tone sounded really sad and depressed. I wonder if that is how he normally talks or something happened today, I'm fairly sure he did talk about his thought on some serious stuffs. Then he cheered up a little and uh....streamed some REALLY weird shit anime >____>;; To stream something like that, I swear Miichan is not normal....
Oh he was really depressed afterall, his voice is back to normal now (report on the scene lol). Anyway his cat is so creepy! Seems like his cat is named Nana, sometimes Nana's cry sounds like a baby >__> But Miichan is so damn cute ;_; His voice is so sexy and deep and cute and manly ;o; I'm developing a voice fetish :'( 
He is streaming another weird anime, said that it's omoshiroi >_> oh man he really has weird taste.Oh well I don't hate that since I tend to like strange people lol.

Aaaahh.... it's ShounenT's Nama xDD His voice is so cute~ xD He is singing xDDD This is one of the things I most looked forward to when I started wanting to watch Nama ^O^~ Sorry Miichan, I'm switching to ShounenT :P I guess most of them are owls so they Nama at this hours lol (11pm Hanoi time).
ShounenT's voice really fits his image and name xD His singing is really good~ But his guitar playing... is it because of the recorder? It's kind of high, loud and hurts my ears >_<
His voice is so gentle ;_; But he says in such a small voice it's hard to hear >.< His guitar and singing voice is loud but he whisper when he talk lol.
Anw it ended D: only 30min :'(

At first Butsudankamen talked in a small voice, almost like whispering. He is totally whispering now!! Geez if you don't want to disturb your neighbor, don't hold a nama at 3 am japan time xDDD I think he is telling a story or something like that. Can't hear anything though, I can't turn up the volume anymore, should have a headphone ready next time for midnight namas like this xDD It's kind of eroi because you can hear his breathing like he is right next to you lol
After a while I get used and can hear more now xD
He sang a little xDD It's cute ~

February 09, 2011

 pixiv source - another cool pic of the day
I finished Kamen Rider W and cried a lot, my eyes got all heavy and my brain stopped working sooner than usual. With this W replaced Den-O to become my most favourite Kamen Rider series. In the third place is Decade, and I don't have much liking for Kabuto.

Marathon a series is totally bad for me, in every way, so I'll stop doing that until I have better control of myself.

Watched or rather listened to Butsudankamen's namahasou, his voice is unexpectedly ....normal. I forgot that he is a dancer and not a singer. He also talked TOO fast, I hardly hear anything. It's still kinda fun though.

February 08, 2011

 pixiv source

I stayed up late again, it's 09 already orz It's all because of Kamen Rider W D: ONORE, DABBOORUUUU!!!!!
I think I'll finish watching it tomo- I mean today.

My teeth feel so sticky and uncomfortable -_-;; gotta go brush them then go to bed.

February 07, 2011

 pixiv artist

How much did that person draw to improve that fast???

Watching Kamen Rider W and I'm loving it so far. I want to draw some fanart of that show.


Also recently I realized a man is most attractive when he is in action.Daiki Kaito-DiEnd (Kamen Rider Decade), Hidari Shotaro - W (Kamen Rider W) aren't that good looking but I really like them because of the way they act, their personality and how they handle things. If I see their pictures in a magazine I probably won't take a second look but they really shine in the shows.

Starry Sky figure

 

Name: Kinose Azusa

Company: Altair

Series: Starry Sky

Scale: 1/8

I was surprised and glad to see Azusa's figure in Kumo's Wonder Festival 2011 coverage xD I hope they will make figures/figmas for all of Starry Sky's characters Then they will make a lot more bishie stuffs later I'm poor but I think I can afford 2-3 not expensive figures a year xD

I read 2-3 Starry Sky reviews and IIRC all of them didn't like Azusa, part of it is because of his hairstyle. I haven't played the game yet (a beginner in Japanese) but I think he looks pretty cool here :'3

Information and pictures@ Kumo's blog

falling down

I'm kinda worried about my sanity.
At the same time I'm so tired of how shallow I am.
It's a mess.

I thought I had already got over that emo period but it's not quite true. Now I'm emo in a different way, not the angsty way, something else.
I guess I just want to blow off some steam, I've been building it up too much. I just want to go crazy, do something a little crazy. I guess that is why I'm so fascinated by Kusarine Project. I want to join that group, I want to do stupid shameless things like that.

Happy Lunar New Year!

Hope this will be a good year ^O^


I hate china but Lunar new year is mostly known as Chinese new year so every foreigners are throwing "happy chinese new year" left and right. It irritated me quite a bit so I didn't want to visit animenano and deviantart as much as usual. Fuck you stupid pigs, I know it's not your fault and it's not something wrong but still fuck you. Oh and in Vietnam it's Cat year not rabbit year but artists are flooding deviantart and pixiv with rabbits pictures, well yeah another unreasonable fuck you.

Recently I'm totally Ikemen-deprived lol That is why I don't want to play any games that has too many girls seriously. I'm playing Rune Factory just for the sake of it, like what it's about, the story and mechanics, but I don't want to spend too much time with it so I'm using cheat. It's pretty easy though, so there is not much to cheat, just want to keep my status clean all the time.
My mood has been bad forever, the huge amount of girls and yaoi pictures in deviantart and pixiv doesn't help. It's like, I'm a straight lady and I want straight gentlemen, stop throwing gay and lesbian and sexy girls at me! Good thing there are still a few good artists who draw Ikemen around.

Even though I don't like it when people say I look like a child/kid/schooler, I also kind of... get worried when people say I'm old, or mature. That is because my face doesn't look young, it's just my body is small, so I'm really worried if my face looks too old. Today a friend of my mother said I look old and experienced (già dặn), I felt like having a heart-attack lol. Do I really look that old?? Writing about this made me feel depressed orz

Nico Nico Dancers

-Bouto: <'3333 In Japanese: 暴徒
-Butsudankamen: In Japanese 仏壇仮面


Some other words: ニコニコ
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